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Some ideas on adulthood

Being an adult is having less things to whine about and less people to whine to.

Being an adult is having less things to smile about and less people to smile with.

Being an adult is understanding that life is not fair, if fair means 1. having equal opportunities or 2. having equal outcomes.

Being an adult is understanding that love may be nothing but an alibi for sex or disapproval of loneliness, but still practicing it as if they aren't quite the case.

Being an adult is having theories get in the way of intuition.

Being an adult is having less excuses to make.

Being an adult is lying to parents for their own good as opposed to being told lies for our own good.

Being an adult...

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분명 나도 꽃을 보고 있었지.

Game

People get hurt.
Whoever gets hurt plays the game.
Everyone who plays loses.
The only winners were never playing to begin with.
The only winners are the ones that never got hurt.

fuck this shit

Shit

Years and years of introspection and I only recently concluded I am objectively a shitty person. Few compelling arguments for this include but are not limited to:

1. wastes talent
2. fears failure
3. self-pity
4. self-loathe
5. elitist for no good reason
6. fears disrespect
7. bad son, bad sibling
8. escapism