참 이상한 회사였습니다.
면접을 보러 갔는데
면접관은 제 학력과 이력은 본채만채 했고
즐거운 면접이였다며 저를 집으로 돌려 보냈죠.
면접에 떨어진 저는 하염없이 울었고
지금까지 울고 있습니다.
나쁜 회사.
2012. 8. 17.
Heaven
I am living heaven, a crystal heaven so fragile that might anytime crack itself into a spider web mosaic. This is exactly what I have asked for, but I just don't know what to do with this transient beauty. Spellbound, clueless.
You are my heaven. Is this trite? The truth is often too trite, so have a listen anyway. You are heaven, a property of your own. I can't complete you nor imprint my existence onto your ethereal kingdom, but you complete me and it just might be all I need. Undeserved transient eternity.
Spring, the blossom. Petals in spiral, dancing and dancing. Music, art, poetry. Street bards spilling obscurity. Red bricks and lipsticks. Lonely cul de sac, patiently awaiting intrusion.
You are my hell. Curtains catching on fire in the absence of smoke alarm. Extinguishers out of powder, jungles of flares untamed. Destruction, turbulence, gravity. Scream. Lovescream.
Ah, the knowledge. Fear, hope, and futility. Scenes and cuts passing by. Fast. Death. Heaven collapses.
You are my heaven. Is this trite? The truth is often too trite, so have a listen anyway. You are heaven, a property of your own. I can't complete you nor imprint my existence onto your ethereal kingdom, but you complete me and it just might be all I need. Undeserved transient eternity.
Spring, the blossom. Petals in spiral, dancing and dancing. Music, art, poetry. Street bards spilling obscurity. Red bricks and lipsticks. Lonely cul de sac, patiently awaiting intrusion.
You are my hell. Curtains catching on fire in the absence of smoke alarm. Extinguishers out of powder, jungles of flares untamed. Destruction, turbulence, gravity. Scream. Lovescream.
Ah, the knowledge. Fear, hope, and futility. Scenes and cuts passing by. Fast. Death. Heaven collapses.
2012. 8. 5.
Diary Post
Diary Post 8-5-12
Today, I woke up to Honghan's enthusiastic screams celebrating South Korea's first goal against Great Britain. Still half asleep, I grabbed a chair and joined on watching the Olympics game and cheering for our players. Today's victory was a pleasant surprise and my lack of expectation made it even better. I hope the Korean team will seize a medal to get themselves exempt from mandatory servitude in the army.
Then Edward came over and we went to get late lunch at Chipotle. My indecisiveness put me into dilemma when choosing between steak and chicken. Curiosity won out and for the first time I tried chicken. It was not all that good but it would be selfish of me to expect a delectable meal from a fastfood franchise. The rationalization made me feel ok munching on the mediocre burrito.
Then I napped. I had a weird dream of conversing with my Southeast Asian Studies professor. I guess I have been insecure about my recent submission of paper on K-pop's influence on Southeast Asia.
Amy and Mia's visit interrupted my short slumber. Hi guys. We drank as if drinking is not illegal. Honghan and Mia got competitive against each other and Mia lost. Or for the sake of euphemism I guess I could say Honghan won. Both were plastered and Mia artistically verified her loss by spraying puddles of fluid from her gastrointestical tract. Shit, the microbiology class is fucking with my diction.
Here I am now, pondering on life again. Lack of choice kills me, and having no control over life's unfolding makes me irate. Ah. I am shattered.
Today, I woke up to Honghan's enthusiastic screams celebrating South Korea's first goal against Great Britain. Still half asleep, I grabbed a chair and joined on watching the Olympics game and cheering for our players. Today's victory was a pleasant surprise and my lack of expectation made it even better. I hope the Korean team will seize a medal to get themselves exempt from mandatory servitude in the army.
Then Edward came over and we went to get late lunch at Chipotle. My indecisiveness put me into dilemma when choosing between steak and chicken. Curiosity won out and for the first time I tried chicken. It was not all that good but it would be selfish of me to expect a delectable meal from a fastfood franchise. The rationalization made me feel ok munching on the mediocre burrito.
Then I napped. I had a weird dream of conversing with my Southeast Asian Studies professor. I guess I have been insecure about my recent submission of paper on K-pop's influence on Southeast Asia.
Amy and Mia's visit interrupted my short slumber. Hi guys. We drank as if drinking is not illegal. Honghan and Mia got competitive against each other and Mia lost. Or for the sake of euphemism I guess I could say Honghan won. Both were plastered and Mia artistically verified her loss by spraying puddles of fluid from her gastrointestical tract. Shit, the microbiology class is fucking with my diction.
Here I am now, pondering on life again. Lack of choice kills me, and having no control over life's unfolding makes me irate. Ah. I am shattered.
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